Life as an Engineer in the past one and half year is not good. People called engineers with good analytical skills and very logical. We were trained to be expert in alot of things but never to be appreciated by the outside world or is it just in Singapore? We worked and sweat and i mean really dripping with our brains and having the responisibilities to make alot of decisions. What was worse is that whenever a wrong decision is made by a YOUNG engineer, we were being guided into the right path but only to get fuck up, down, left , right, centre.

Meeting has never been enjoyable. It is always so stressful on Monday, Wednesday and Friday. With having to work on Saturday to get further demoralised. My dear friend is going to leave the workplace, follow by another one in July.

Life is going to get real bad and mixed feelings surfaced every now and then. On the other hand, am thinking about going to do my masters. It is good that it is only to take a year but the fee is a killing factor. Haiz...life...