Life at work is not excellent but surviving. There are ups and downs during these 4 months. A matter of fact, i have not decided to stay or to leave. My manager has decided to leave for a paradise. As for the rest of the team, we will soon down to 3. What will i have to do?

Recently found an ex breaking off with the bf. What can i say? The only thing i can say is to just lend her my listening ears. Hopefully by telling me her plight will make her feel better. "Anything bad that happen to will affect me as well. Don't like to see you unhappy".

Back to my work life. Been thinking what i like recently after my first job. I realised im a no no guy to deskbound job. I enjoy coordinating with others and working things work. Outdoor jobs in the yard has been wonderful. i get to be dirty, perspire and runnng about. But as my job nature requires me to do programming no doubt it is my favourite language, i still hate it being deskbound.

Other than that, i got a pay raise which is good to alot of people but this will only make me getting a difficult conclusion. Alott of my peers are telling me not to leave. "where can u get such offer outside?" but in the eyes of the management, there must definitely a reason for doing this. Is it for our good or are they already gaining for making such a decision? That's for my own analysis and i believed i had some answers to that.

I need to be outdoor. I hate deskbound and not given an opportunity to get dirty and not able to perspire is unhealthy. haha...